New Shoes

I wake to an empty bed
Wishing you was hereI should have prayed then you might be near
There's something about your body that makes me want to touch
I can't say that I miss you so much
Things and timess are hard
The way I feel can't be can't be said in a hallmark card
My friends look at me like I never can get hurt
But if you read my mind you'll know that my heart is in a rut
Ruprtured spline scared livers will never show the pain of how I feel
What he does for you I might not ever deal
To think of you with another person makes me ill
In time I will be what you want me to be
But for now I'll be just another pair of shoes
Put me in you closet and push me to the back
As a new one comes in you'll know that what we had was an act
You left an 80 for a 20 knowing thatYour own insides will always react
New life new freinds new everything
All you need is a new ringI will just be a memory
The last text I got was can you be a freind to me